dream lagoon

"What uniform can I wear to hide my heavy heart? It is too heavy. It will always show. Jaques felt himself growing gloomy again. He was well aware that to live on earth a man must follow its fashions, and hearts were no longer worn. "

sometimes i feel bad i feel so discontent at home. i forget to take everything in stride. often i believe my past lives must have been so radical or extraordinary that i feel so out of place here. i desperately want to travel. but for now i am here. and nothing anyone says should mean something unless i let it.